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[Apr. 8th, 2008|11:13 pm] |
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| | our hell - emily haines and the soft skelaton | ] |
oh. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2008|08:20 pm] |
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i've got a mohawk.
.kwahom a tog ev'i
sit on my face.
.ecaf ym no tis |
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[Nov. 4th, 2007|12:26 am] |
1. the more i think about it the more angry i get. WHAT were you thinking? ugghghhhh i feel so betrayed and you knew exactly what you were doing. lame lame lame lame lame lame.
2. FUCK YOU. just stop trying to be friends again. the very reason we stopped being friends is the reason i'm angry with you again. TELL YOUR BOYFRIEND TO FUCK OFF. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2007|08:26 pm] |
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This past week was a pretty good week. I had a bunch of school off and had a great crew trip. I also started a mural and DOUSED MY FREAKING COMPUTER IN WATER AND AM WITHOUT A COMPUTER. God damnit. |
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| dueces |
[Sep. 21st, 2007|09:50 pm] |
My door is warped and won't close without a fight.
I bruise really easy and I wake up with cuts on my fingers.
Time to watch NEWPORT HARBOR.
I can feel a massive bruise on my knee coming on. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2007|06:59 pm] |
OH MY GOD. I remember why I never answer my home phone. My aunt just called and she talks like she's seducing someone- elongating her words saying, 'ooooohhhhhhhhwwuuuhhhh hhiiiiiyyyyy hhaaaaaannnnnnaaaaaaaaahhhh.'
The hell is with TV shows these days? I have the TV on as background noise while I'm begining a new mural and the father from Full House is hosting some show where he askes this man about kabbalah and he's going against the mob. I think it said mob? Either way this is GREAT.
Madonna rings your doorbll to interst you in kabbalah. what accessory would she most likely give you?
a. a red bracelet
b. a black beret
c. a gold ring
"YOU HAVE REDUCED THE MOB- TO NINE PEOPLE."
Back to drawing. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2007|05:33 pm] |
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| | umbrella remix with some duder. | ] |
I was inspired to read my horoscope today after this lady at school answered one of my questions with, "no! gemini don't do things like that."
SCORPIO-
Whether you're on the job or speaking with your family, you need to keep your tone light and friendly. Conflict could turn ugly fast given today's energy, and there won't be much anyone can do once it starts.
How ironic. |
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| black plague. |
[Jul. 28th, 2007|07:11 am] |
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when i'm sick my cat comes and sits with me all day because she knows i have nothing better to do other than pet her. |
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[May. 2nd, 2007|07:21 pm] |
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what have i gotten myself into? |
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[Feb. 20th, 2007|07:20 pm] |
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| | Bob Marley - Could You Be Loved | ] |
i get too nostalgic at night time. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2007|09:45 pm] |
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So my mural is offically done. Actually, it was done a week or so ago.
The past week (last Sunday to today) I have been up in the mountians on the sophomore snow science trip. We backpacked roughly thirteen miles in eleven thousand foot elevation over a week. I learned how to play speed, egyptian rat screw, texas holdem, and rumshot. I also played many "surrealism games" with Maggie. All in all, I am very glad to be home. And glad that the snow is no longer to my thighs.
And I got to see Katie which was way super nice. |
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| will you pretty please send me a pic of your tits? |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|08:25 pm] |
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| | Ain't Too Proud To Beg - The Temptations | ] |
The past two days have been spent at Master Drive where I not only learned to drive stick better, but I also learned that I have an attitude problem, I am a timid driver and apparently I am not confident. One of my instructors was a total dick, but the other one was pretty okay, and told me that I, "didn't seem like a girl who listens to Britney Spears" and I reassured him that she was my main lady. The class was about twenty or so kids, all from nearby suburbs who attended schools like Creek or Conifer. About fifteen out of twenty played soccor or lacross, or both. A few kids even played soccor during lunch, while I stayed in my car alone. Without my confidence and accompanied by my attitude problem.
Zach is home, and I've talked to him five times in the past two days. I love that boy.
Happy Hannukkah. |
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| I shake you warmly by the hand. |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|08:56 am] |
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| | Energy - Grimple | ] |
Yesterday I woke up at seven thirty and couldn't sleep anymore because I woke up with horrible cramps and I was nauseaus blah blah blah. I sat around for a few hours watching movies, then my mom convinced me to go to a movie with her and half way through it we left because I wasn't feeling so good. I layed around for some more and Jazmin randomly texted me telling me it was Gabby's birthday and that I should come. I took like eight hundred Advil and went.
I went wearing jeans that I wear like everyday and the bright orange velcro shirt that Gabby tried to give James, James denyed and I was on the rebound and got it. I made Gabby a card with a bear drinking beer and with a "MOM" tattoo that I drew once holding hands with a annorexic-one-legged-Annelise. Once I got there, they were eating cake and Gabby was shreiking about Jon Michael fucking up on cutting the cake. Oh yeah, why I mentioned what I was wearing before was becuase Gabby, Jazmin and Annelise looked SO GOOD. They all looked incredibly classy and gorgeous, and I wasn't wearing any make up and I.. yeah. But Gabby looked so perfect. Anyways, I just woke up and am jumping subjects, who cares. Jon Michael, Tyler, Ben, Sasha, Jazmin, Annelise, Isaac, Aaron, Elle, a girl named Oliva and another girl who's name I didn't catch were there. It was nice seeing people from RMSEL again.
After everyone but Oliva, Jazmin, Annelise, Sasha, Gabby, Aaron and I left, we went downtown and somehow ended up at the Oktoberfest. We went on a ride like the teacup rides and I was in a pod with Annelise and Gabby and we were laughing so hard because we couldn't keep our heads up straight and we all wanted to throw up and die. After that we went and they all looked at nice clothes at the shops nearby. Jazmin, Annelise and I left and walked to sixteenth, where I made them sit in McDonalds with me so I could eat. We sat around and talked, and went to Johnny Rockets, and it was just nice.
Nick and Hermy came downtown and Jazmin and Annelise left. Nick, Hermy and I just sat around because we were waiting for the bus to come so we could go to the show but I felt sick again and left.
Bleeeeeeeeeh. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2006|08:42 pm] |
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So. I'm pretty much always worrying whether I've ruined something and over analyzing every situation possible. Whether I said something rude, and could they maybe be with someone else who could make someone think bad of me? Am I saying the wrong things by still talking to someone, even though I'm avoiding complements, and am I leading them on and is that bad when I'm not seeking anything with them, but with someone else? When somone doesn't talk to me, what did I do wrong? It's hard work to be so neurotic and ever anxious, which recently seems to lead to slight nausea.
But I feel guilty writing in this about dumb complaints, so:
I called Jordan today and talked to him for almost an hour or so. He picked up the phone and was just like, "HANNAH WEBEEEEEEEEEEER." And after awhile he said to me, "Hannah, I fell" and I got worried and asked the details and he said, "I fell in love" and then elaborated on the girl and the night and the past weekend in extreme detail to me.
I went out with my dad to get movies and ran errands and I was standing on the end of a shopping cart and he was pushing me around on it, and some lady mistaked me for a college student.
Me: WHOA! Look at that old man in the short shorts!
Dad: Seeeeeeeexy.
P.S. I delete Livejournal entries way too much. I write them and think they're stupid and delete them six hours later.
P.P.S. And I edit them a lot, too.
P.P.P.S. I feel dizzzzzgusting, physically, mentally. Disgusting all around! |
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| Cummunity room. |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
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So tomorrow I'm leaving to California for a week.
If you know my number, you should definitly give me a call while I'm there. |
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| Chewbacca stuck in a glory hole. |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
Uuuuuuguhhhhhhh I hate being sick. More so- I hate being inside. And I've been in denial about a few things for awhilexcore.
Hanna called me today telling me that Angela had died in a car crash. I only hung out with Angela once or twice and she used to hate me and be rude to me, but it was so weird that it's that simple, that now she's gone and I'm never going to run into her again, or see her again, or hear her voice and I'm very very bad at communicating through text, but.. yeah.
Angela Keller
April 5, 1989 - July 28, 2006
How do I even know your birthday? |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2006|01:54 pm] |
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| | My Gun - Dirt | ] |
Last night I went to Jazmin's house. I haven't seen her since the last day of school and I was so worried that it was going to be awkward and neither of us would have anything to say. But, of course, it was nothing like that. Jazmin is one of those people you can just start up where you left off at. I missed her so much and I forgot how much I love her. I was trying to explain generalizations about people I know and I stopped myself and said, "disregard what I just said because these people aren't what I'm making them out to be" or something and she understood exactly what I was saying, and what I wasn't saying, and she summed up my whole explanation for me.
We also took 150 pictures of ourselves being dumbasses. She put foil on her teeth and I put a bandaid on my cheek (My Little Pony bandaid- mind you) and we transformed into MIKE JONES and NELLY. And it was stupid as hell, but we laughed for like an hour about it. Jazmin is really smart, and she would explain all these theories to me and I would nod and say, "oh" at the right times but I had no idea what she was talking about, but I was really trying.
We tried to get her little brother, Kyan, to watch a movie called Ratz where these girls turn rats into hot hot boiz or something but instead he threatened to punch us in the face (Kyan is five) and made us watch Batman and Robin, starring George Clooney as Batman and Arnold Swartzenegger as MR. FUCKING FREEZE. It was horrible, but Jazmin and I talked through out the whole movie and Kyan almost beat us up.
Jazmin and I eventually fell asleep (me at fourish, her at.. who knows when) in Kyan's twin bed, with a four foot trout stuffie and a few spidermans accompanying us. I woke up at 12:33 with Jazmin still asleep and I layed there listening to Giorgio, Jazmin's step dad with a strong mexican accent, talk to Gary Gavant (I think), who was a nineteen foot ex DJ or current DJ, I don't know. Giorgio, Gary, Jazmin's aunt Kim, Kim's boyfriend Ed, and others went to the Global Dance Fest last night and Gary was telling Jazmin and I about the "super sweet sixteen" girls sitting in front of them the whole time.
My fingers are peeling from bleaching Katie's hair without gloves and my iceburn is peeling as well and it hurts and looks disgusting. |
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| Shotgun wedding. |
[Jul. 12th, 2006|06:09 pm] |
I'm grounded for a weekxcore.
Love, H-DUB. |
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| Where's my free pizza? |
[Jun. 24th, 2006|08:32 pm] |
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| | Career Soldiers - Dead End Youth | ] |
Alright, I already wrote an entry earlier today but I deleted it.
Katie and I stayed up all throughout last night. We talked about every subject and about everyone who we've known and how they affected us and things we are glad that happened and things we somewhat regret. I showed her these western films I made with my school in fourth grade and it made me really happy to show her. I really like talking to Katie. We talked for about ten hours, it was incredible. I couldn't do that with many other people.
At about five in the morning I wanted to watch the sunrise but once we realized it was already rosen, I saw a cat in my backyard and I heard a meow. After a few minutes, I realized there was no cat and went back inside.
Once it was about seven or eight we realized that it probably wasn't the best idea for we had to work this morning/afternoon. We tried to sleep, and I threw up a few times, and we gave up on sleeping and watched shitty ass Saturday Morning cartoons. I felt really horrible, and Katie didn't feel so hot either but we ended up both working later on that day.
We got a job putting chairs together for ten bucks an hour. It's decently simple, and we get to be unsupervised and we plugin my radio and play CD's. It was nice, just making chairs and talking and listening to the Ramones, or just whatever we played. I really enjoy being with Katie and she is one of the few people I can stay with for days on end and not get annoyed by her.
Katie and I went downtown because we were supposedly meeting up with Chris and Nick. Chris couldn't come so we went to Taco Bell and Nick found us. We ran into Dylan, and I stuck shit down his pants and he stuck shit down my shirt, and we fould Salvador. I've been unsure about him on and off, but I was talking to him today and he told me a story about this kid who has three fingers and got all the ladies. I asked him if he was hot or something and he said something like, "well, I can tell when a guy is handsome or not, most of the time. But you know a guy who is handsome? Heath Ledger!" We started talking about how both Mr. Ledger and Mr. Gyllanhall are so fresh and so fine and them doing it in Brokeback Mountian and.. I really like Salvador now for some reason, that conversation just made me sure that I liked him. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
We met up with Cory and John and it was raining by this time and it was.. relaxing to walk through the rain and run and scream and it was happy and simple. We went back to the spot, Nick, Katie, Cory, John, Salvador and I and we listened to music and smoked until Salvador and Nick left to go to the skatepark. John and I left Katie and Cory in peace while listening in on them at the same time. I really like talking to John, we just talked for awhile and I was really hyper for not eating or getting sleep and.. it was nice. I like John, I'm glad I met him. |
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